I don’t understand what I feel. It feels broken, disconnected, like I can’t remember what the pain in my chest is trying to remind me. Like I’m subconsciously trying to protect myself from an unknown threat. I can only glimpse at it through a broken spyglass, but I dare not linger. Experience is knowledge, knowledge is learning, learning is failure, and through failure there is success. Be mindful of your experience.

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we-r-survivors:

We Are Survivors

I wish I wasn’t the way I am, I can be such an asshole sometimes and I hate it.. I can’t live with myself the way I am, I constantly hurt the people I care about.. I feel so alone, but I push away anyone who ever tries to help, and I alienate those who care about me. I just want to get through this in one piece.. I feel so alone in the darkness.. Someone please find me.. Someone help me please.. I don’t pray.. But please, if there’s a god, I need somebody.. Please.. :’(

we-r-survivors:

We Are Survivors

I wish I wasn’t the way I am, I can be such an asshole sometimes and I hate it.. I can’t live with myself the way I am, I constantly hurt the people I care about.. I feel so alone, but I push away anyone who ever tries to help, and I alienate those who care about me. I just want to get through this in one piece.. I feel so alone in the darkness.. Someone please find me.. Someone help me please.. I don’t pray.. But please, if there’s a god, I need somebody.. Please.. :’(